My computer’s laptop won’t charge :( so I figured I’d vent a little now that I finally can.

I haven’t been this angry in a while. I guess I’ve been letting it build up for two years. I wish I could say I’m angry at my mom, in a way I kind of am, for blocking part of her life from me. But I could never really be angry. I just wish that I knew more about her. My brothers had her in their life for 30+ years, I had her for 17. They always told me there was a life before me, and I just wish I knew more. I had no idea that she was married almost four times. I knew she went through hard times and that life was never easy but I hate that she blocked me from parts of her life before me, probably to protect me from it.